quick note

ok just wanted to say it doesn't pay to be either the same height or a little shorter than the clothes rack in target. you can't see people and they tend to try and run you over with their carts!!!

do you ever really know?

doubt it. but anyways, heres the deal. i finally got the chance to talk to this guy i like, went really well. talked for about 15 to 20 minutes, well on and off considering he was playing some Christmas music. but it was nice, even the moments of silence were nice, no awkward silences. so my real question is is there a way you can tell if someone is lookin at you from across the room? because i think he liked talkin to me, and the next day i was sitting up in the balcony workin a spot light, and he sits up there, when he left i thought he looked at me. i suppose this is one of those things that drives you nuts cuz ya hope he was lookin at you but theres no real way to tell. arrghh. romance and the hope there of sucks.......

the wonderfulness that is me

ok, let's seeeeeee here......where to start, where to start..... hmmmmm wellllllll how bout yet another survey courtesy of Andria. man that girl has them all:

3 names you go by:
-Lori
-Cross
-LoriBeth

3 things you like about yourself:
-devotion
-trustworthy
-my abilities

3 things you hate about yourself:
-not very outgoin in person
-i can tend to repeat certain mistakes
-tendacy to trust people a little too much

3 things you don't understand:
-the double standard society tends to hold
-pure hate
-un-acceptance

3 things that annoy you:
-not being listened to
-ignorant judgements
-stupid biases

3 things that scare you:
-rising water
-loneliness
-emotional pain revisited

3 of your everyday essentials:
-paper (drawing)
-food
-sugar

3 of your favorite bands:
-U2
-no doubt
-the killers

3 of your fav. songs:
-vertigo
-somebody told me
- ummmmm.........thats all i can think of

3 people you spend the most time with:
-my sister
-myself
-ummmmmmm...........

3 things you can't do:
-abide blind stupidity
-cook (fire scares me)
-shut up when something needs to be said

3 of your fav hobbies:
-chatting
-rpg
-doing puzzles

3 things you can't wait to have:
-my own place
-a job in the comic business
-my own car

3 careers your considering:
-comic book artist
-" "
-muralist

3 colors you like:
-green
-blue
-black (yeah i know it's not "technically" a color)

3 places you would go on vacation:
-ireland
-michigan
-louisiana

3 things you just did today:
-woke up
-drew a pic
-ate lunch