never woulda thought

ok, i can't believe i'm actually thinkin about this but i am. for the first time in my life i'm thinking about doing something that i NEVER would have imagined myself doing before. what is it you may ask? nothing dirty so stop thinking that!! geeeeshhhhhhhh.... people these days......... actually i'm seriously considering takin up a sunday school class or Bible study. and not as a student. i already got one of both in that vein, but i've been mulling over the idea of leading one. which shocks me, because i never even imagined i would want to. but i kinda do. something has been puttin it on my mind lately. i'm not sure yet if its the Spirit or if its just me. so until i know i'm not goin to go to the pastor with my ideas. and i'd prefer to actually research some stuff first anyways. and i actually have an idea or two as to what i'd like to teach! i don't know which is more shocking the fact that i'm thinking about this or the fact that i have an idea of where i'd go with it.
i've even narrowed it down to a couple of topics and their kinda inter-related. i've been thinkig either a new believers class, kinda giving the fundalmentals of Christianity, or something along the lines of defending Christianity. kinda like the facts of Christianity and the logical views to it. showing how it stands the test of time, history, logic, and science. or perhaps something like where Jesus would stand on the issues of today.


ugh, i still don't believe i'm thinkin bout this...